Two days ago I felt like I was in a hole. A depression I haven't felt in a long long time.
Yesterday I picked up a crystal that made me feel weird in a good way. I promptly paid for it and headed home.
Today, I had a standing morning coffee and donut date with my spirit animal that was totally what I needed. Artist Yogi extraordinaire who is a great mentor as well as friend.
A gentle nudge from two friends in two days to start letting go of the restaurant work so I can let something new in. Knowing they are right but not sure how without totally freaking out.
Didn't realize how much of a machine I've been working in until now and how much I've been resisting letting it go since its been the only thing I've known for work these past years. All the resistance and depression is how I know its not working anymore.
Time to start living the art/travel life in the foreground like I've been talking about since I moved down. And that means letting go of what I know. Trusting and creating space for something new to develop.
And boom. An offer to help create a mural at the Wynwood walls pops up from my spirit animal. She's never done something like this before and I immediately offer my assistance cause I wanna learn (and have some fun in Miami)
I just might need to give up a shift at the restaurant for a bit to go up each weekend for the next month. Uh, yes please.
New tricks. New exploration. Inspiration. Less restaurant.
"We're gonna Thelma and Louise the shit out of this!" was my comment when she excitedly accepted my offer.
And a counter offer that we could possibly tap each others talents to expand and sell our wares.
New art fix. New experience. Travel. Yes, yes, and YES.
And maybe I'll buy a car up up there too.
So excited! Happy Lunar Eclipse Ya'll!
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